Fathers Day / Daddy
Fathers Day, that was yesterday my handsome son I spent my day dreaming. Dreaming of my you my son trying to be so brave like you,making it through the day to see another. Dreaming of holding you in my arms holding you closely to me seeing the good things that daddy can do. Dreaming of us walking around the pond together hand in hand like dad and his daddy (grandpa). Dreaming of us sitting along the banks fishing together watching the ducks and making duck noises like my dad made for me. Dreaming of us looking at the blue sky soaking up the warm sunshine. Dreaming of us going for a ride in rachel and letting the horses run wild.Dreaming of looking at your face seeing your smile so happy to bee out with daddy on fathers day.Dreaming of us taking a lil nap together lying on the grass together with a gentle breeze across us..... Dreaming that your as proud of your daddy as your daddy is of you my lil hot rod! Now I am here today realizing it was only a dream, a dream that daddy will never forget ,a dream that I will hold onto until we see each other again. So give grandpa a big hug for daddy and enjoy your time together till we all 3 are sitting around the pond fishing together , the 3 Don's !! Loving You Always Daddy! Close
I am sending you wishes for a great St. Patrick's day! You may not look like mommy BUT you did come from me so you do have my Irish blood in you! I love you so much and am missing you terribly as these March days get closer and closer to your Birthday. I am trying to keep going as best I can but please forgive mommy for the tears that fall. It isn't that I wish you away from the paradise you live in now...it is just that I wish you didn't have to leave mommy and daddy so soon. We miss you so much and miss what should have been but never will be. I hope you understand, my angel. If you can, send mommy some strength and love to help me get through these days to come. I love you more and more everyday.
MY SON / DAD
HELLO MY SUN, LIL HOT ROD! SORRY HAVE NOT WRITTEN IN A WHILE,ITS JUST I MISS YOU SO MUCH SON LIKE ANYONE COULD EVER IMAGINE. IN THE MORNING WAKE UP WISHING YOUR FACE WAS FIRST I WOULD SEE AND AT NIGHT WHEN I LAY DOWN THE LAST I SEE. LIFE REALLY JUST DOES NOT FEEL RITE WITH YOU NOT HERE, I MISS MY SON AND LOVE YOU EVEN MORE IF THATS POSSIBLE! LOVING ALWAYS DADDY!!!! Close
Such a dreaded day / Mommy
Send mommy some kisses and hugs from heaven. I need them today. I am full of sadness, remembering that dreaded day! As you moved and kicked, those words echoed in my heart. You probably would die, the doctor had little doubt. The tears streamed down my face, my heart broken into pieces. My tiny baby's so sick and there was nothing I could do! My world changed forever that day.
Now it is two years past and the pain still streaming strong! I will never be the same, living without you, my baby, all the days long. All alone I sit, crying and wondering, when will it end, when will it end? Never, I know. How ever could it stop. The day I enter into heaven is the day the pain will go. Until that day, I am sorry my sweet, precious boy but mommy will always be sad that I can't hold you and watch you grow.
I only find comfort in the knowledge that you are happy and pain free. Never would I take that from you, no matter how much I long to hold thee.
So, if you could, on this sad, gloomy day, send mommy some hugs and kisses to help her get along on this dreaded February day.
untitled poem / Mommy
Sweet child whom we really never got to know, It's hard for us to let you go. We waited and we wanted you, We had so many dreams for you.
We think of smiles we'll never see, We think of events that will never be. There will be no first steps and no first teeth. There is only a void and our own grief.
We planned to take you places far and near, We yearned to keep you safe and free from fear. We hoped to show you much of your new world, We wanted to teach you as your life unfurled.
It's hard to understand why you, our baby, died. We feel so numb right now, many tears we've cried. We have so many questions and no answers seem to come. We tried so hard to save you; nothing could be done.
God, we stand before you broken-hearted. And ask you to heal these lives that must be parted from this little one we can no longer hold, who will always be a part of us, even when we're old.
God, take this child in your loving arms. No more can he suffer any more harm. Bless him always and bless us too. Be with us and help us to make it through.
This poem says it so well...how it feels to say goodbye. However I must say that I DID know my baby! Some may argue this but then they don't understand. I spent 33 wks and six days! I knew that little boy. He has a strong spirit but gentle and caring. He's active and lively. Never afraid to let his feelings show. I know my baby boy. I don't need to see him grow before my eyes to know who he is...though I wish I could.
lil Flip flop / Auntie Krissy Zenkus (Auntie)Read >>
lil Flip flop / Auntie Krissy Zenkus (Auntie)
Ok, punkin, You know your Auntie Krissy is not one to write things and post things...but everyone else has, so i better too. This is why you love me remember, because you and I talk on our own time don't we! Well, I was thinkin about you tonight and thought I would finally write. I am so happy for your mommy and her getting a special day of recognition for you! Of course we recognize you everyday!! Keep on making us smile...give uncle Mikey a poke for me. I love you!! Auntie Krissy Close
Grandson/ Sylvia (Grandma)
To My Baby D, Merry Christmas my little one. I just want to spend a moment with you today as you are with me. The joy of shareing this happy time with you is dear to me. I want you to know that I love you veary much & our time in my heart & mind are the sweatest. When you are with Mom & Dad give them kisses for me & have fun today. I can see you playing all day With Mom & Dad & then takeing a nap alltogether. Thes are the things I will allways remember of today for all of you for that is where Mommy & Daddy are today. So stay safe & warm. LOVE ALLWAYS GRANDMA Close
It's Christmas Eve My precious son! I can't believe it is that time already! By this time 2 years ago, Daddy and I were celebrating that we were having a son! And a son that was quite proud to be a boy at that! How awesome that day was! I will never forget it. Your daddy said you looked like an alien. But I know he was so proud and so excited to see his baby son. So tiny you were but adorable even then! I fell more in love with you that day than any day before! So long ago that was, yet just yesterday. Always will my heart remember that day.
Christmas Eve, what a bittersweet time. I am trying to be happy for you my son and enjoy the season for us both. But I would be lying if I were to say my heart is not sad. It is. I miss you being in my daily human life. I know you are here with me. Just not as I wish. I love you my baby. Mommy misses you so much! Right now, I should be trying to wrap presents as you walk around getting into everything, laughing and playing. My arms still ache to hold you in them, cradle you so gently, watching you sleep. But I promise, Donny, that when mommy is done crying I will look for smiles for you. Always with me, together forever. Holding hands at night, cuddling under my chin. Maybe we will meet in heaven tonight and Jesus will let me hold you for a bit. I love you. Tell Jesus mommy says Happy Birthday! I am remembering the reason for the season.
happy halloween / Daddy
Happy halloween to my lil gouhlish hot rod! Careful not to play too many tricks today so that you can get lots of treats!!!I sure do wish you were here with me today we go out and you would my mini me ,nothing makes dad prouder than to look at your pictures ans see my lil mini me!! Daddys hot rod hope that your halloween is filled with gouhls and goblins and lots of candy ,dont worry about getting cavities your daddys mini me you wont get them either!! Well will see you when i close my eyes my loving lil hot rod. Love Daddy! Close
Daddy and Mommy will be getting married in six days...oh, how neat..the same amount of days you were with us here on Earth. So this is kinda significant, huh? I just wanted to let you know that mommy is so excited and happy that I will be marrying your daddy and taking on his name, your name! I will be so proud! Mommy has waited so long for this day. Just as I waited so long to conceive you and meet you. I know that whatever happens on our wedding day, it will be a grand celebration and I know you will be there with us every second! I love you little guy. Stay with me, give me strength, and shower me with your angelic love.
Grandson & Grandma / Daddy (Father)
Hello daddys little hot rod man.Daddy is at work thinking of you wishing you were keeping me up all night long that would be such a pleasure for me holding my lil man all night long in my arms you sleeping gently.Well today is a special day for grandma, its her birthday .Happy Birthday Grandma / Mom ! Today my lil hot rod i want you to help grandma blow out her candles and make mess of her cake i know how much she will enjoy that .I sure wish we were all here today doing that as a family it would be so much fun,i sit here typing this tears rolling down my face missing you my son and grandma. I thank you son for showing love to me that only a child can show ,and thank you mom for being there with my son! Close
missing you, my angel, my marshmallow / Mommy Read >>
missing you, my angel, my marshmallow / Mommy Hi my precious angel baby! Mommy misses you so much tonight. I have been bombarded with sad feelings the last couple days and it has hit me tonight. I miss you so much. All I want is to wrap my arms around you and cradle you forever. Mommy sees all the other babies out in the world and I just don't understand why it was you that had to leave so soon. I know deep in my heart you are always with me. I feel you. I really do. But it isn't what I want. I want to be chasing a year and half old, changing poopy diapers, making bottles, playing baby games, teaching you, my precious son, all those wonderful 'firsts'. Instead of doing all those things a mommy dreams of from the second that plus sign shows, I buy pinwheels to watch you play, hang windchimes to fill the silence of your wanted voice and cries. I grow flowers to watch something grow...because you are forever my lil marshmallow, my tiny baby boy. Never will I see you grow and learn. I buy little outfits for pooh bear secretly pretending they are for you..but my heart knows the truth. I face every day with an emptiness, longing for you my son. But I know that what you want for mommy is to find happiness so I try. I live life for me and for you! I miss you my baby boy. Please help mommy get through these sad times when missing you overpowers my smiles and laughter. Send mommy some angel kisses and hugs. I love you my lil Donny. You are my baby boy, my precious son. You always be number one with me. Love mommy.Close
Grandpa/ Daddy
Hello my lil hot rod its me daddy wanting say hello wishing you were next to me at this moment so i can give you a hug and a kiss telling you how much daddy loves his lil man. I hope saturday you helped grandpa blow out his birthday candles and made a mess of his cake i know how much he would enjoy it! I am so sorry your not here everyday ,every minute i live i miss you my lil hot rod. I am happy that at least grandma and grandpa are together with you loving each other. Well guess daddy has to get back to work reluctantly could talk to you all day ,give them both hugs and kisses for me and mom and dad take care of my lil man until i can join you all. Love you my lil hot ! Mom,Dad love you YA! Close
HELP DADDY TODAY / Daddy (Daddy)
HELLO MY LIL HOT ROD,DADDY SURE DOES MISS YOU WISH WAS HUGGING YOU EVERYNIGHT INSTEAD OF POOH BUT SINCE I CANT I DREAM THAT WHEN I HUG YOUR POOH THAT YOU FEEL MY LOVING ARMS HOLDING YOU AS THEY SHUOLD BE. THESE DAYS KEEP GOING BY SOME FAST OTHERS SLOW ,ALL THE WHILE HOW FAST OR SLOW MISSING MY SON. DADDY WOULD LIKE NOTHING MORE THAN TO HOLD HIS LIL MAN AGAIN. TODAY SON 11 YEARS AGO GRANDMA LEFT US HERE TO WAIT FOR YOU,HER GRANDSON LIL HOT ROD! GRANDMA LOVE FAST CARS AND HER GRAND CHILDREN SO I KNOW SHE LOVES DADDYS LIL HOT ROD AND SHE HAS YOU THERE TO HUG AND KISS LIKE DADDY WOULD IF YOU WERE WITH ME. SO TODAY DADDY NEEDS A LIL FAVOR PLEASE GIVE GRANDMA A BUG HUG AND KISS FROM DADDY! I LOVE YOU MOM AND TAKE CARE OF MY LIL HOT ROD!. TO MY LIL HOT ROD DADDYS HEART IS HEAVY MISSING YOU LOVING WITH EVERY OUNCE I AM AND EVERY OUNCE I HOPE TO BE! LOVE ALWAYS DADDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Close
Mommy will be going to Tennessee tomorrow. That is where Papa is from...but it is a whole different place than where papa lived. I will be seeing what your other papa lived...the east side of Tenn. It is so hard for me to part myself with all your things. I've surrounded myself with everything of you that I can in my daily life. Now I am faced with the day that I have to part from these "safety" items for a few days and it is the hardest thing ever! I can't help but feel like I'm leaving you behind. But, yes, I know...you will be right there with me, seeing it all. Please stay with mommy. I will need you, my angel. Give me strength to face the lonely times. I will miss your daddy so much too! He has been mommy's strength and support through all of our sadness. He is the greatest man ever and I am so proud of him! Please keep Daddy company too. He will need you also. He says he will be fine but I worry anyway. I love you Donny. You know that right...of course you do. You are my angel and you know your mommy's heart. I live for you. I will experience this trip twice as intensely...for you and for me. Always in my heart, forever in my soul. I love you my son, Donny. Come sleep with me tonight...Mommy needs to feel you curled up in her arms....meet you in bed with daddy.
Fireworks and songs from above / Mommy
fireworks and music , together they played colors and sounds filling my heart I shed tears of sorrow, wishing you there not being aware of your presence so clear your song filled the air, my heart, and my soul I felt you there with daddy and I, though I cried from such an overwhelming moment We were together again, a family as before happy and full of love I now know, my sweet angel boy, that a family we always are and forever will be together you never left us, always in our hearts is where you live thank you sweet angel for showing mommy's heart that you are always with me wherever I go!
Missing you / Mommy
I sit here listening to words that bring my heart closer to where you are, look down and see the most beautiful face I've ever laid eyes on...YOU! And I wonder, sweet baby boy, how is it I make it through each day? I miss you so much! The emptiness and pain is beyond words. I am overcome with sadness as I remember those moments I cradled you in my arms. I miss holding you. I got so little time with you. What I wouldn't give to hold you again, kiss your soft skin, caress your satin hair, and hold that tiny hand. How much I would love to rub my finger along your foot to see that toe move again. What I wouldn't give to see your eyes peer into mine. Sometimes mommy just wants it all to end, it's just so hard. But I know it is up to me to keep you alive. So I continue with my life in a whole new way, trying so hard to learn this new way of life. All for you. I do all for you my little marshmallow! Mommy loves you with all my heart and soul! Close
Fathers Day / Daddy
They say happy Fathers Day ! Yes its fathers day but just doesnt seem rite without my lil hot rod next to me or in my arms.They say it gets better and i know you will help me thru this but just feel so empty without you my beautiful son! Daddy loves you with every ounce of his soul and body! I look back and remember how my Dad looked at me proud and prideful same way i looked at you for those six days that i will forever cherish my son.You have forever opened a spot inside me that has undying love that only a father knows thank you my son . I also hope Grandpa gives you big hugs and kisses for me and that you give him plenty in return. Happy Fathers Day Dad and I Love you ! You and lil Don stay out of trouble hoping that you and lil hot rod going fishing like we used to do. Love You and miss you everyday forever in my thoughts! Close
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